At the University Library

What will be lost

The curved white chairs at round white tables
The white benchtops whose ends bend around to be legs
The pillar labelled Information, ringed with screens
The ebooks and online journals
The paywalls

The woman who issues from a glass-walled room
Her bright blue lanyard, her freckled collarbone
The ancient lift that takes me to the stacks and back
The red scanline of the self-check machine
The clunk as it unlocks my book

The coffee dregs in a cardboard cup
The puzzle of which bin it goes in
The perspex security scanners
The golden loops inside them, their invisible intangible field
The doorway named after someone
The idea that everything that counts may be found here

What has been lost

The card catalogues in their dark wooden drawers
The brass frames around the drawer labels
The librarians behind their counters
The counters

The thick china rims of the cheap stackable mugs
The cafe ceiling with its dangling teabag tags
The idea that you might throw a teabag
The idea that your teabag might stick

The photocopier room
The change machine
The papery rustle of the Science Citation Index
The sense that, somehow, everything was here

What was lost

A wetland

A hunting ground

Many black swans

A thousand chanted centuries

An infinite number of spirits

A pattern of rainfall

The names of stars and stones

The knowledge that everything was here

From A coat of ashes. Also published in Brushstrokes, WA Poets Publishing 2019.

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